i came back from sweden and wanted to return right away, but didn't until today. i wanted to visit so many places, fly over the oceans, but in the end i only made a few. i'm happy i visited a lot of old and new friends everywhere. i discovered a lot of great music that helped me through my daily melancholia. i lost 3 good friends, fell in love 4 times, and got my heart broken once. i learned a lot and made my first and second magazine this year and i'm hard working on much more to come. i worried a lot about everything. i feared and lived through cruel and beautiful times. i'm happy who and where i am now. i think everything will stay adventurous in 2012 and i'm excited about what's coming next. i still have a lot of things to do and i hope you too. my dear readers, i wish you a healthy, interesting and happy 2012. stay golden.